I was one of those who sought myself.
My brain was corroded by questions - who am I, what am I, why am I? what is the meaning of life? what is my purpose than I do in life? what is my mission What if I don't go my own way and I don't live my life?
In search of my vocation, I had high hopes for LSD, went to "sees" and healers, took tests, tried myself in business ...
Everything is unsuccessful.